tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-04:277412 phyncke phyncke 2019-06-07T14:44:30Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-04:277412:812568 2019-06-07T14:44:30Z 2019-06-07T14:44:30Z tennis balls on the television awake public 3 &nbsp;I am doing a little post today. I woke up really early - 4:30 am to watch the French Open tennis match between Nadal and Federer today. Just for a thing. I have been into tennis lately so it was fun to get up and watch it. So I am up and thought I would write a little post here and send it out to the Universe. Hope you all are doing great.&nbsp;<br /><br />I am finding few challenges at work. My office is a mess so I am going to clean it up and my electronic files are a mess so I will clean those up too but I am bored and not challenged very much. I would like to find a new job with new things to do so I am going to concentrate on that for a bit and see what I can rustle up. The problem I am finding is that my salary is too high for the positions I am seeing. They want entry level people and I have too much experience. So there is that. I just have to hunt around. I will do some trainings and get that going too. Get more qualified and see what I can do about that.&nbsp;<br /><br />I am dealing with the death of a very good friend. I miss her every day. How do you deal with that kind of loss? I guess you just go on and let the feelings come. I have not had that big cry yet. I am sort of bottling up my feelings and think the cry will happen later. I really really miss her though. We texted and instant messaged on a daily basis. Silly things - nonsense really but it meant something to us. I will say it again - I miss her. It feels good to write these words. Sometimes people don't want to hear about grief - they are afraid of it. I do have a few friends who understand what I am going through - so I can talk to them. So that is ok. I think I will always miss her and that is ok.&nbsp;<br /><br />Summer travel coming up - just Vegas this summer&nbsp; - with the gals. I have a childhood friend coming in town for a week so we will do things around here - a staycation for me. So that will be fun. Anyhoo. This got longer than I planned.&nbsp;<br /><br />I am good, not great but I know things will get better. Keepin it real. Thanks for reading and drop me a comment. I love comments. &lt;3<br /><br /><br type="_moz" /><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=phyncke&ditemid=812568" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments